apparantly when Naima was born i let go of and forgot the tiny explicit details of ttc/infertiliy. not that i have forgotten (or ever will ever forget) the whole ttc/infertility craziness. no, i don't think i can ever forget all of that pain and heartache and headache and obstacle. the whole ttc challenge has been permantly etched into me.
however, after having Naima and finally being able to hold a real live, healthy baby in my arms it was as if all of the details of the ordeal were dumped out of my brain. and now that we're back on the ttc bandwagon it's like i'm a "virgin" at it all.
somebody, anybody, please, help me remember!
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when am i "supposed" to ovulate if i took *clomid* during cd5-cd9?
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when do i start peeing on an OPK stick?
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how many days consecutively or every-other-day should we do the verticle mambo?
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should we do the deed on the day of or the day after a +OPK?
i'm beginning to freak out that i've messed up and missed it this month. let me explain...
- did the deed on saturday
- did the deed on monday
- peed on my 1st OPK on tuesday morning (it was semi dark but not quite but i think it was coming down from fertility because i haven't had even a slight positive since tuesday morning)
- did the deed on tuesday
- and because i'm freaking out that i missed it i think we'll also do the deed on wednesday night
geez, i hate that our sex life has to be documented and tabulated like this. this part will never get easy.
anyway, so what do you think? did i miss it? am i over doing it even though abel is one happy man these days. do i even have a chance this month?
