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Hi ladies,
Several events have transpired this last week, events I really feared, but I am still okay. The first and hardest was my baby's EDD, April 30. Also, both me and my DH turned 41 last week. On May 12, we will have our first anniversary. I am still not pregnant, but I am okay. I still feel terribly sad a times, very sorry that we couldn't have our bouncing baby by now, or at least be pregnant again, but I feel that it is in God's hands. I can't do too much more than I am doing, so I feel sure that what is supposed to happen will, and I know I can deal with it. I am starting to let go of all this fear. All it does is keep me feeling stressed out. I don't know if I will be able to have a baby, but I feel happy about doing the acupuncture treatments and for-goeing all that RE stuff. It was just too stressful for me. I think stress is the main reason I have not concieved. I hope for a much brighter year for myself and all of you too.
I hope you all can keep me in your thoughts and prayers as I keep you.
Several events have transpired this last week, events I really feared, but I am still okay. The first and hardest was my baby's EDD, April 30. Also, both me and my DH turned 41 last week. On May 12, we will have our first anniversary. I am still not pregnant, but I am okay. I still feel terribly sad a times, very sorry that we couldn't have our bouncing baby by now, or at least be pregnant again, but I feel that it is in God's hands. I can't do too much more than I am doing, so I feel sure that what is supposed to happen will, and I know I can deal with it. I am starting to let go of all this fear. All it does is keep me feeling stressed out. I don't know if I will be able to have a baby, but I feel happy about doing the acupuncture treatments and for-goeing all that RE stuff. It was just too stressful for me. I think stress is the main reason I have not concieved. I hope for a much brighter year for myself and all of you too.
I hope you all can keep me in your thoughts and prayers as I keep you.
