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I have the good intentions of starting something....anything to lose weight and then screw it up fast. I am such an emotional eater and have been under too much stress. Well I had a bad dream last night that DH kissed some other woman and was very interested in her and proceeded to tell me how pretty and wonderful she was. I know it was just a dream, but darn it I have been so depressed today about how I look. (more so than every other day) I have been so screwed up on my cycles...I have "started" 4 times in the past month and that isn't helping. I weighed more today than I have in a while. I have got to do something. I am distraught and having such a hard time to get rid of "my friend" called food even though I am so sad to look like I do. Sigh..... I just needed to "cry" on your shoulders. Pray for me that I can get motivated and eat right....I tend to go to extremes either way I go....Too much or too little. I get desperate and don't eat right, then feel bad or get stressed and hide in a corner and eat! Ok....enough whinning.