Fortunately, I am only spotting, and the cramping is comparable to moderate menstrual cramps, but I reach down to my stomach and know there is absolutely
nothing there. Everyone keeps saying, "I'm sorry" or "I don't know what to say" or "It happened for the best". Really,
I'm sure it might have happened for the best, and I'm sure as they are telling me, "That was just your way of getting rid of something that was
going to be wrong", but it hurts to hear that the baby that was growing (however short a time period it was) inside of me was wrong or that I got
"rid" of it and that was "for the best". I know I am not supposed to ask questions, and that I wasn't very far along, but it hurts
deeply and sometimes I just want people to shut up, but I am the type of person who smiles, nods, and says "Thank you." even though I want to reach
through the phone or wherever they are, slap them, and say, "could you please just be quiet?"





